October

So it has been a long while since I wrote here...life has been well crazy to say the least! It started around June, my son's father came to me asking for a place to crash and get back on his feet. See he wasnt welcome anymore at his parents or ex girlfriends house and his sister wasnt about to let him stay with them...and me being so nice I agreed for a few months it would be fine and let him stay on my couch. then all of a sudden in mid July another friend showed up on my door step looking for a place to stay and I said yes for the weekend...then I couldnt get either of them out once I noticed cash and valuables disappearing that I had hidden away.
Finally August 24th I very forcefully told them to get out and went to the police and filed reports for all the missing items and money. Told them I was asking a police officer to escort me home and make sure it was safe for me and my son to be there. of course they bounced before the cop could escort me home...had a neighbor watching my place to let me know if they left...after a trip to walmart to get new locks we went home and cleaned the house of all their stuff and washed our hands of the creeps.
Now we are into September and I am recovering financialy from the theft and forgery of my checks and a closed bank account and all that goes along with Identity theft. My neighbor and I were talking about babies and how we miss our boys being little babies. I made a comment about not having my period and how it wasnt really unusal. Two weeks later we were once again joking about it and I mentioned my weird episode of being sick after only two pieces of pizza and how it was happening more often. She had one pregnancy test left and gave it to me, I was like I dont need it. She dared me to take it and so before going to bed that night I got it all ready to take in the morning. I couldnt sleep that night at least not really well, so I finally got out of bed around 3:30am and went to the bathroom and was like well it is sitting there I might as well take it now!
So here I am a Thursday morning four and a half hours before work and peed on the stick....stared numbly at the plus sign that immediatly showed up and the second line appeared too! It took atleast five minutes for me to get up and realize what that plus meant....neighbor got about 50 texts at 3:45 in the morning! Got into my family doctor to confirm the stick and she bubbly shot into my room with prenatals, she has been wanting me to have another one for year.

So this takes us into October now...

On the first I finally had my OB appointment and told doc who is a close family friend I needed proof I was indeed pregnant. See I never really though I would have another child and still be unmarried and all...indeed I am not only pregnant but was nearly 13 weeks along. Meaning I have been pregnant since July! Craziness I know...Connor is absolutly thrilled and went to see the baby with me and mom...that baby moved around so much more then Connor did at that gustation.
So I am due a week before my thirth birthday! Still a little in shock honestly that this time next year I will be a mother of TWO children! I only thought I was busy before...oh wow....
So I am excited for this journey and up for it all. I am strong and not going to waver in this. I am going to enjoy this pregnancy no matter what. I have been told I have that glow...