How do people find time to blog about everything in their lives. I know Connor is four and that takes up my time enough. How do those with babies find the time and energy to post blogs nearly everyday? I could never do it. Beside who is really interested in me and my four years old daily life? We have a great steady predictable routine with all the cute little conversations we have which are only cute and entertaining to me.
Other than all my friends and those I know are getting married and having babies and I am barely keeping a social life that is on life support more so then ever. Hell, I am working 50-60 work weeks and being the mother and father to my beautiful son and keeping all the bills current and not only able to give us what we need but most of what we want as well. Trying to get better about going to the gym and taking care of myself, isn't that enough and on top of it I am worried about being single while everyone else is busy starting families. Yes I want to fall in love and have another baby, but I am okay single and comfortable calling the shots and not settling for the shake of being in a relationship. If that makes me intimadating then well guess what I am a bad ass bitch.
I have learned my instincts are dead on and that I should never talk myself out of following that instinct. That one day I will find that confident strong manly man who is right for me until then I will have fun dating and never settling if it doesn't feel exactly right! I am not afraid to be single and being a good mother I will always do what is right for my son. I am not less of a mother because I am single and rasing him without his father. I will have the perfect man brought into my life when I least expect it and it will be wonderful but until then I am not less of a woman because I am strong enough to stay single and not jump into a relationship with every man I go out on a date with.
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